My Choochootrain

What I have been through for the past 1 year.

2011-12-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

1. Started working as House Officer in Serdang Hospital - lots of bumpy ride along the way, so many emotional breakdowns. I shall not explain any further.
2. Convo-ed on March last year.
3. Got pregnant(as you can relate to previous post). Ni pun banyak ups and downs.
4. Moved into a new house (a lot bigger and selesa. Alhamdulillah).
5. I popped to the most adorable and cute little creature - a baby boy!
6. Had my maternity leave for 3 months
7. And tomorrow will resume to working. *sigh*

bun.

2011-04-19T12:29:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, after 2 months of marriage we received the greatest news ever - I'm expecting! Yeay! Rezeki Allah bagi.. =]

I'm the type of person who loves kids.So to have children on my own is definitely one of my dreams. But the idea of me getting pregnant, and getting so big (!) and to endure the labor pain is always scare the hell outta me! But Allah being the greatest planner always has plan for His ummah.

Found out that I am pregnant during my 4th to 5th day of tagging. My menses never arrives late. But on February it did not come as expected. And I thought maybe it was because of the stress and exhaustion from tagging, being in the hosp from 7am till 10 am everyday for 2 weeks surely distrupt the routine of my hormone. And this usually occur during my student years, in time of exam week and stress, the hormone usually gets haywire!

Mr Sunshine kept pushing me to do the UPT and me, of course reluctant to do so. And unfortunately at the same time I sufferred from urinary tract infection (UTI), experiencing dysuria and frequency. SO, peeing on the stick would be my least favourite thing to do on earth.After being pushed EVERYDAY by Mr Sunshine to do the UPT, so after 7 days of delay, I did the test.Being so excited, Mr Sunshine quickly went to Guardian,and bought not one, not two but THREE diff brand of UPT for me!

Not delaying any second (just to entertain Mr Sunshine, and I still being skeptical of me being pregnant), I took the test. Waited in the loo for about 5 mins, then suddenly a very faint line appeared. I was dumbfounded. Shaking, I showed it to Mr.Sunshine. And he smiled. He said, "Eh, syg pregnant la.." He had the biggest grin ever and he hugged me while I was still in shocked. Then, he said, "Kan I dh ckp, syg sure pregnant punye" . And me? I quickly said I need to do another test maybe another day or two in worry of false positive result.

So, to cut the story short, I am positive. Did 8 UPT in total! See, how paranoid I am. But Alhamdulillah, confirmed by the ObGyn 2 weeks later and already heard my little bun's heartbeat!

Paranoid, much?

That's my little one at 8 weeks! Alhamdulillah!

♥,
nunudz R.

miss me?

2011-04-08T12:24:00.002+08:00

WOW!

It's been quite awhile since my last updates. I've been 'away' from blogosphere for almost 4 months and I'm sure nobody would miss me. Haha..

So, what's new about me? I am officially a House Officer a.k.a houseman in Hosp Serdang (HSDG). Currently in my 2nd month of posting in Paediatric department. It has been a tough job for me. Working in long odd hours, with highest expectations from the specialists and dealing with peoples' lives (read: K.I.D.S), it is not something I favor in my 1st posting. One tough hell of a job. But I'm not going to whine about it as I'm the one who decided to take medicine as my career, then I have to deal with it (at least for 2 years of housemanship and 2 years of compulsory service).

Working in the same place where I used to study was definitely not in my list, especially when everyday there would be my juniors around seeing me being screwed (and they definitely report back to our lecturers), but I guess I have to deal with it since my Hubby Bubbly is working in UNITEN, which only takes 5minutes drive from HSDG. Terpaksalah mengikut suami..Huhuh..

And oh..! I've got a great news! Alhamdulillah..

Shall post it in diff note.

♥,

Nunudz R.

rindu.

2010-12-26T12:36:00.003+08:00

I miss being at home. My heart aches for my parents, my siblings and the environment in it. I never know I will miss the family as much as I feel right now. I feel like running home in the arms of Baba and Mama right now. *sob*sob* In fact, I had my shower just now - crying. My nose and eyes are all red. Sangat meronta2 nak balik rumah sekarang ni. Called Mama just now, and listening to her voice and the background noises of Baba, Nadhil and Nadra really made my tears went down pouring. *sob*

And yes I know, I should be grateful to have Mr.Sunshine by my side, but all I need right now is comfort from my parents.

Ya Allah, kuatkan semangatku ini. Sesungguhnya aku tidak berdaya melawan perasaan ini berseorangan. Ameen...

p.s. Hubby is busy ironing his office clothes, so he does not realize that I'm all tears. *Fuhh* Lega...

p.s.s. And now he's being cute and angelic by sewing buttons on my jubah. -_-

♥,
nunudz R.

Credits.

2010-12-24T10:12:00.011+08:00

After 1month ++ of getting married, now I have proper time to sit and blog about the wedding.

Alhamdulillah.
Everything ran smoothly as planned. I'm very lucky to have Mama and Baba, the backbones behind the whole event. Starting from the merisik, engagement and the BIG day. And I'm pretty sure that they were very lega to have me as the daughter because I'm not the fussy type who needs everything to be done by nothing but my way only. *hikhik*

Actually, I was swamped with my final exam preparations that I did not have time to concentrate with my wed preparations. My heartiest appreciation and gratitude to Mama and Baba. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! *hugs*

The proud parents. ♥

The whole occasion was not an extravagant one, but I am happy with how it went. =]

Ok, while Mr.Sunshine is out for work, I have the whole day to blog about it (not that I plan to do it the whole day anyway..), I shall try to summarize who and who were responsible for what. Hehe..

Firstly, both my baju kurung moden for akad nikah and my reception dress were from Ratu de Boutique, Bukit Rahman Putra, Sg.Buloh. It is actually a new boutique, established for about 1 year now, but did quite a good job on the outfits. The best part was, since it is still new, in order to add more to their collections, they offered to make a new baju nikah and new dress for me, but with rental price. You might know that tailor made outfit is more pricey than rental one , right? So, I had mine tailored the way I wanted them to be. Both were simple but very classy.And oh, they came with the accessories and custom made shoes.

My hantaran.
Everything pon decorated by Ratu de Boutique. =]

Dais.
It was also from the same boutique for wedding dresses and hantaran. It was a pleasure working with Kak Nor and Kak Nani. And I think my pelamin was lovely! Haha..biarlah perasan pun. =p Seriously, it was unique and different from usual dais.

Venue.
First, we decided to do it at home for akad nikah as surely it will be merrier. Last minute plan, we changed the venue at Masjid Wilayah, Kuala Lumpur. More spacious and not so stuffy when packed with people. Luckily, Masjid Wilayah has it own Dewan Nikah hence did not disturb other people who came for prayer. Cantik masjid tu!

Reception was held at Kelab Rahman Putra, Bukit Rahman Putra Sg. Buloh. Loving the atmosphere and the scenery at the club. Perfect venue for wedding reception. Can hold up until 300 pax per time.

Makeup.
I think I looked a bit tan on my akad nikah day. But, overall, I think Lya did a fantastic job judging from the good comments I received from all of you. Hehehe.. Give her a call ladies, she won't disappoint.
Actually I have other MUA in my mind. Been aiming to get her before engagement lagi, unfortunately, she was fully booked. Sad, sad.
But maybe mmg rezeki Lya la kot.

The theme for akad nikah is Arabic. So Lya focus more on the eyes. And whose idea was it to do Arabic for nikah? My mom's! And the headpiece was also her idea. Ye..mak saya sgt hebat! Loving it very much! Sayang mama!

Food.
I received a number of comments about the food being delicious! I could not agree more, even though we only had a couple of spoonfuls during the day. I can't remember exactly the name of the caterer as it was under the good hands of Baba's. It was the same caterer during the engagement. We took the package which included for both guests and us, table sheets, the deco for meja pengantin, and three-tiered cake! Everything was definitely worth it! =) Even until now, FIL keeps raving about the sambal sotong! Memang sedap!

Photographer.
The official photographer was from Zizei Photography. He did a very good job on capturing the moments of my big day. Highly recommended! Hired him for 3 events i.e. akad, sanding and tandang. Received the pictures last week and I am very satisfied with his work.

Wedding cards were from Ixora. No comment on this except service yg sgt lambat. Luckily Mama and Baba took charge from me and they even got 3 FREE buntings from them! Hahaha..

I gave out "Chocolate Chip Delight' cookies as my doorgifts. A friend of Mama did them, under Persatuan Ibu-ibu Tunggal, Rawang.

I hope I did not leave anything out.
I need to go to take a shower now. :p
Bye!

p.s. next post, reception at The Groom's side.

♥,
nunudz R.

Lydia's wedd.

2010-12-14T14:40:00.007+08:00

2 weeks after our wedding, my cousin, Lydia tied the knot. Congratulations, cuzzie! Her reception was held at Ritz Carlton, Kuala Lumpur. Loving the reception very much as it was simple but yet very elegant. It was more like an English wedding reception, attended by close families and friends. Simple, very simple. But the food was great and the wedding cake..Delicious!

They are actually neighbours who never bump into each other until God works His miracle and they met on one fine day in a gym and they never look back. =)

The ever so pretty bride, Lydia and her lawful wedded husband, Badrul

Have I told you that I felt in love with the dais? Sgt cantik!

PERFECTLY DIVINE!
Loving the simplicity of it.

The Ahmad's clan.

Pak Long is showing off his talent - The Singing Doctor. Not bad at all! Despite being very busy with his work as Paediatrician, he performs every Saturday at The Equatorial, Melaka. =]

The Emcee of the night, Datuk Mahadzir Lokman. What more can I say,he is very professional and very entertaining. He even sang a couple of songs.

The wedding cake! Yummy!

Look at the dummies. Very cute indeed. The 'man' is a marathon runner which portrays Badrul who loves running and won quite number of competitions in marathon. The 'lady' is Lydia who loves yoga.

Okeh...family picture!!! *snap*snap* Unfortunately, not all of them were there.

And us. The newlyweds (still). =]

To Lydia and Badrul, welcome to the club!

♥,
nunudz R.

quick update.

2010-11-19T08:05:00.009+08:00

Have I told you that married life is AWESOME?!! If not yet, then, yes! It is AWESOMMMMMEEEE!!! (Barney Stinson's style). I can never thank Allah enough for giving me a wonderful man as my husband. Alhamdulillah. Deep down in my heart I know that he will guide and teach me how to be a good Muslimah, and I KNOW that he will be a very good father to our children, later. InsyaAllah.

I shall elaborate more WHY being married is simply wonderful in my later post (which I am not sure when, as I'm very busy being a wife..hehehee..*wink*)

Oh, for the ~~hornymoon~~ honeymoon, we went to Tioman Island 2 days after the wedding. Cuti2 Malaysia ajeee.... Bermadu kasih for 3 days and 2 nights. Memang tak cukup. Fret not, we still have two other destinations for our honeymoon. Rezeki terpijak. Ada org sponsor lagi. Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah, will be going by mid December.

I won't bore you (and myself) with words and stories. Let's the pics do the talking shall we?

P.s. Pics are suitable for general view. Pics with aksi2 manja or anything related with them, will be safely kept in my lappy for view of my hubby and me only.Hehehe....

While waiting for our flight to Tioman. I'm telling you, I've never seen he's so happy like this. =)

A stroll by the beach early in the morning.

Our crib. =)

The untouched beauty by human being.

And oh, we found another side of the island where not much of people around. Literally, NONE! We bathe, had a nap by the beach and *ehem ehem* (Not as what you think, perv! Ahaha)

Fruit basket, chocolates and cakes personally sent to our room and preparing us for the candlelight dinner that night.

Happy honeymoon, y'all!!

Yours truly.

Quick snap before the dinner.

Candlelight dinner with 3 course meal accompanied with the sound of wave, night breeze and the one you love.

More pics will be uploaded, once I have the time. Tetiba malas plak.

Adios!

♥,
nunudz R. (and hubby)

20101105.

2010-11-15T12:16:00.003+08:00

Yes. I am beyond happy. Alhamdulillah... ♥

p.s. more pictures will be uploaded once I receive them from the OP.

p.s.s. can't help but keep smiling. =)

♥,
nunudz R.

...and my heart goes to you...

2010-11-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

1. Heart Reef, Great Barrier Reef of the Whitsundays

2. Heart-Shaped Mangrove, Voh, New Caledonia

3. Heart-Shaped Lake, Chembra, India

4. Heart-Shaped Lake, Ohio

5. Galesnjak, Croatia

6. Tavarua Island, Fiji

7. Heart-Shaped Wetland, Guandu Nature Park, Taiwan

8. Heart-Shaped Island, Gutierrez Lake, Patagonia

9.Heart-Shaped Forest, Cantabria, Spain

The world have its HEARTs too...

MasyaAllah...! Kuasa Allah, kan? Cantik sgt!

♥,

nunudz R.

ready?

2010-11-01T01:41:00.003+08:00

Apa perasaan saya lagi 4 hari lagi nak errrr..kahwin?

Ntah..still xde perasaan. Hati batu kot.

Anda excited?

Oh, belum lagi. Perasaan tu belum dtg lg. Sesungguhnya saya sgt stress sekarang. Emosi pon kurang stabil. Had a very bad mood for the past few days. Cakap ngn Mr. Sunshine pon rasa mcm nk marah je. Nangis x usah cakap la.

Persiapan?

Few things need to be finalized. Mentally and physically? Nope? Not even 50%. Serius! x tipu...

Bye.

p.s memang xde mood sekarang. semua pon serba tak kena. kena byk berdoa la utk tenangkan hati. yes..i guess the perfect phrase to describe about it is TAK TENANG HATI.

Ya Allah..permudahkanlah. jauhkanlah dari perkara2 yang tidak elok. Bantulah kami dalam menuju ke perhubungan yg halal yg diredhai olehMu. Ameen..

♥,

nunudz R.

Eleven.

2010-10-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Mdms and Sirs,

May I refer you to the above matter.

Kindly be informed that the Big Day is eleven (11) days away from today. I believe explanation of my current sentiments may be superflous as I refuse to remind myself that I am nervous, crack-up of the number of guests and emotionally in fear of the post-wedding jitters. Not pre-wedding, but post-wedding. Allow me to come back to you again, personally on the latter.

On the other hand, as I have been frequently asked by many as to what we both (the Bride and Groom) would like to have as our wedding gift, we have decided with several options for your "further action". "Several" here may not mean "a few" though but you are more than welcome to give us "several" :) (Just kidding)

Below are the list of things that you may want to consider in making us a happier couple:

1. Cash

2. More cash

3. Bedding set

4. LCD Flat Screen TV

5. Dvd player

6. Baroque furniture/house items

7. Kitchen Aid Mixer (preferably baby pink or mustard yellow)

8. HiFi system

9. Vouchers of any kind

10. Holiday trips

11. Toaster

12. Steam Iron

13. Cooking utensils

14. Pots and pans

15. Baking utensils

16. Cutleries

17. Funky pillows

18. Digital frame!

19. Cute cake stand

20. Tea sets

21. Sofa

22. Microwave

23. Oven

24. Washing machine

25. Small fridge

26. Cash yet again hoho

27. Towels

28. Hand made whatevers!

29. Ipod & speakers

30. Your presence :))

Should you wish to seek for clarifications, please contact me at neyla_nadhila@yahoo.com. We will be more than glad to assist you pertaining to any matter *smiling profusely*

♥,

nunudz R.

#3.

2010-10-25T20:06:00.005+08:00

Checklist!

Ijab&qabul @ solemnization

Kursus perkahwinan - DONE!
HIV testing - DONE!
Kebenaran berkahwin - DONE!
Wedding rings - BOUGHT!
Food - DONE!
Kadi & witness - DONE!
Hantaran - DONE!
Hantaran deco - Everything is in the hands of Kak Noor
Nikah outfit, tudung and shoes - DONE!
Make up - BOOKED!
Photographer - BOOKED!
Bed & bedroom deco - Will start decorating 'em by end of next week

Reception (my side)

Invitation card - SIGNED, SEALED, DELIVERED!
Hall - BOOKED!
Catering - DONE!
Dais - DONE!
Make up - BOOKED!
Bunga pahar - BOUGHT!
Door gifts - In the process of sticking the THANK YOUs
Photographer - BOOKED!
PA system - BOOKED!
Wedding songs - Yet to be finalized
Cloth for bridesmaid and best man - ERR..SELF-SPONSOR?
Cloth for Baba, Mama, Adeel, Aya - BOUGHT!

Reception (his side)

Hall - BOOKED!
Dais - No pelamin on his side
Dress and shoes - Yet to see the final outcome
Make up - BOOKED!
Door gifts -Will be handled by Kak Arni (Mr. Sunshine's SIL)
Photography - BOOKED!

Miscellaneous

Expenses for relatives (fuels, accommodation, yadda yadda) - SETTLED!
Honeymoon - BOOKED! (fully sponsored!! Alhamdulillah)
Signage - Yet to be printed

Rabbi Yassir Wa La Tu Assir..

♥,

nunudz R.

I love you 101.

2010-10-20T16:56:00.001+08:00

101 ways to tell your husband "Te Amo" =p

TEXT HIM A LOVE MESSAGE Send him a romantic text message on his cell. Make sure it's sweet but spicy!
DO ONE OF HIS CHORES FOR HIM Pick a chore that he dreads, such as mowing the lawn, and do it for him. Watch him as he sighs with relief.
START A HOBBY TOGETHER Sharing a hobby together such as horse back riding, completing a home improvement project, or selling on eBay can help keep you close.
PLAY A GAME TOGETHER Have fun doing things together such as playing board games, riding bumper boats, or playing miniature golf. Just remember, if he should get the best of you, don't tackle him unless you're laughing!
SHOW APPRECIATION When your husband works hard, or does something for you, let him know you appreciate him.
MAKE YOUR HOME HIS REFUGE Let your home be a haven were your husband can retreat from the stresses of life. Do your best to make it a pleasant environment.
LAUGH AT HIS ANTICS Don't let the little things that your husband does get on your nerves. If you think about it, some of these things may have been what attracted you to him! He just wouldn't be the same if he didn't do these things.
PRAY FOR HIM Ask God to give him that extra boost to make everything OK. Let your husband hear you pray too. This will let him know that when you can't make it right, you'll ask someone who can.
CHECK BEFORE THROWING THINGS AWAY If your husband has some things that seem useless to you, don't trash them until you've made sure he doesn't need them.
CHECK BEFORE REARRANGING Ask your husband if it's OK before you move or straighten things on his desk or work area. If he has things where it's easy to find, it might make it chaotic if it's moved.
TAKE A WALK OR A HIKE TOGETHER Let nature set the mood for romance! Talk, listen, and hold hands.
DON'T EXPECT HIM TO READ YOUR MIND If there is something you want your husband to know about you, tell him. Don't expect him to just know what you're thinking or what you need.
LAUGH TOGETHER Forget your adults for awhile, and just act silly together. Also, if something should go awry, try to find some humor in it somewhere. This will also reduce the stress of the situation.
RESIST THE URGE TO SNOOP Don't sneak around and check up on your husband, if you want to know something, ask him to his face.
GIVE HIM A ROMANTIC CARDDon't wait for a special occasion to give him a card. Find the most romantic card you can find and leave it in his car. Don't forget to add your own personal message! Maybe you'll even make him nervous, wondering if he forgot an anniversary!
PACK HIS FAVORITE TREAT Buy his favorite candy bar or other treat, and pack it in his lunch with a love note.
TAKE A BUBBLE BATH TOGETHER This is self-explanatory.
E-MAIL HIM AN INVITATION FOR ROMANCE Invite him on a rendezvous with you! Build his anticipation, then tell him to RSVP!
TAKE HIM TO TEST DRIVE HIS DREAM CAR Drive him to a car lot some Saturday, and let him test drive the car of his dreams - even though you probably won't buy it.
LET HIM BUY THAT TOY Permit him to buy that toy he's been wanting so badly. Better yet, put some of your own things off, save the money and buy it for him yourself!
TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE The future isn't as far away as it seems sometimes. Talk about where you'd like to be when you're married 50 years, and work on making those dreams happen.
GIVE HIM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT Don't jump to conclusions if your husband has said or done something questionable. Give him the chance to explain before you pass judgement.
LET HIM BE THE MAN OF THE HOUSE Although this is growing increasingly unpopular, it does still work. Just because your husband is in charge of the household doesn't mean that you can't share your opinions, it just means he's captain of the team.
SAY, "I'M SORRY" Although you may not want to admit it, there will be times when you're in the wrong. Maybe you've said something hurtful or done something insensitive. Never have too much pride to tell him you're sorry.
KEEP YOUR PROMISES If you told your husband you'd do something, make sure that you follow through.
RUB HIS FEET Steer him to the recliner and pull off his shoes. Rub his feet for at least 20 minutes. It has been told that this may even improve his health!
MAKE YOUR BEDROOM A LOVER'S PARADISE Turn your ordinary bedroom into any lover's dream without a lot of expense. Remove clutter and anything that doesn't belong, and replace it with scented candles and fresh flowers. Hang pretty curtains and find some comfy bedding. Place mirrors to reflect candlelight, and misting fountains for a romantic effect.
WRITE A NOTE ON THE STEAMED-UP BATHROOM MIRROR While your husband is showering, sneak in and write, "I love you" on the steamed-up bathroom mirror. This will steam him up as well, especially if you seal it with your lip prints!
PUT LOVE IN HIS SUDS I'm talking about a bar of soap! Scratch "I love you" into his soap so he'll find it the next time he showers. (You may not want to seal this note with your lip prints, though).
GIVE HIM A MASSAGE Go buy some sweet smelling oils and turn your bedroom into a spa! Give your husband a full body massage and work out those aching muscles.
PLAY ROMANTIC MUSIC Keep a good deal of romantic music on hand in your bedroom to help set the mood for romance.
PUT A SIGN IN YOUR YARDPlace a sign in your yard such as, "THE WORLD'S GREATEST HUSBAND LIVES HERE." Let everyone know how special your husband is to you.
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES If your husband has done or said something to hurt you, forgive him. Don't keep bringing up the past every time you get into a disagreement, especially if he has shown remorse.
BE HONEST Don't hide things from your husband. Be open and transparent. This will help him trust you more.
BRAG ON HIM IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS Men naturally rely on boost in their ego now and then in order to stay confident. Let him hear you tell others about the great things he says and does.
CLEAN HIS CAR FOR HIM Surprise him by giving his car a good detailed cleaning. If you don't want to tackle it yourself, have it professionally done.
PUT HIS PICTURE IN WALLPAPER Let him know that you still think he's a gorgeous hunk by putting his picture on your computer desktop!
BUY A BUMPER STICKER Put a "I Love My Husband" bumper sticker on your car.
WORSHIP TOGETHER The couple who prays together, stays together. These will be very tender and special moments shared between the two of you, as well as important.
EAT BY CANDLELIGHT Cook his favorite meal and light the candles. Take time to focus on each other, and to look into each others eyes.
BE DEVOTED TO HIM One of the greatest gifts that you could ever give your husband is your true faithfulness. This includes physically, emotionally, and in your thoughts. If you're struggling with temptation, nip it in the bud. Tell him your feelings in a sensitive and loving way. Don't bottle anything up, this is asking for disaster.
RUN YOUR FINGERS THROUGH HIS HAIR Or massage his temples if he doesn't have any. Do this while he relaxes. Remember, your touch is important to him.
DON'T CONTRADICT HIM IN FRONT OF OTHERS This will only embarrass him and cause people to lose respect. This is especially important if you have children.
DON'T CRITICIZE HIM IN FRONT OF OTHERS If you feel that your husband needs a bit of constructive criticism, make sure it's just that - constructive. Don't offer it at all unless it's in a loving way, and in private. Being criticized in front of others lowers self esteem and causes hurt feelings.
DEFEND HIM Don't let others disrespect your husband. Even just a snide comment can hurt. Stick up for him. Don't let someone drive into the ground the most important person in your life.
LOVE YOURSELF Many times we as women hold back on our husbands because of our own insecurities. Learn to let it go. The things that we're so worried about, usually don't even bother him. What bothers him is when we hold back. Remember, although this may sound strange, you can't really love someone until you love yourself.
PAMPER HIM WHEN HE'S SICK Men love to be pampered, especially when they're sick. Make sure everything is comfortable and that he has his "special soup."
LOOK HIM IN THE EYES Look your husband straight in the eyes when he talks to you. Not only will this show that you're interested in what he has to say, but there is something about looking straight into his eyes that will give you butterflies.
DISPLAY YOUR WEDDING PHOTOS Don't tuck away your wedding photos after you've been married awhile, keep them on display. This will be a great reminder of how your love was at the beginning, and how much it has grown.
DISPLAY YOUR MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE Frame the sacred document of your marriage. This will be a wonderful and constant reminder that your love is sealed, and you really do belong to each other.
TRUST HIM Too many times wives just sit around and wait for their husbands to do something wrong. Cut him some slack and dare to believe in him.
HAVE YOUR PHOTO MADE TOGETHER You may have done this when you were dating, but why not now? Get a current shot to place on the bedroom dresser or the desk at work.
LET HIM WIN It is inevitable, even in healthy marriages, to argue occasionally. What would it really hurt to just let him win? At least you wouldn't be arguing.
DON'T GO TO BED MAD Although you've probably heard this one for years, and it may have been your grandmother's first marriage advice to you, it is still true. Going to bed hurt or angry keeps feelings under the surface. When you wake up you don't want to continue the argument, so you you hold in your frustrations and they begin to mount. It's best to talk everything out, and fall asleep in each other's arms.
DON'T COMPARE HIM Don't EVER, EVER compare your husband to another man - not even your father. Your husband is his own person and unique in his own ways. Love him for it.
GREET HIM AT THE DOOR Don't wait for your husband to say, "Honey, I'm home!" Watch for him, and greet him at the door with a hug and kiss.
MEND HIS CLOTHES Buy a sewing kit and repair those sock holes! Break down and sew on his popped-off buttons. This may increase his wardrobe by 20%!
TALK IN CODE Pick a code word for something that only the two of you know the meaning for and say it openly in public. You'll have your own inside joke. This will help keep you close.
HAVE A WRESTLING MATCH This will get you both laughing, and the closeness will be fun!
WAKE HIM UP WITH KISSES Make his whole day go better by waking him up with kisses. He may even keep you there through breakfast!
HELP HIM SHAVE This is a fun way to be close and to get you both laughing! (As long as your careful, that is).
DEDICATE A SONG TO HIM Did you have a song that was "your song" while you were dating? Call up your local radio station and request it, and have them to dedicate it to your hubby!
MAKE HIM A HEART-SHAPED BREAKFAST Make heart-shaped pancakes and heart-shaped toast! Trim little pads of butter into heart shapes as well.
DON'T TRY TO BE HIS MOM Remember you are his wife, not his mother. Don't jump him every time he leaves something on the floor or his clothes don't match. It's OK to lovingly remind him, occasionally, but don't nag him.
GRAB A KISS WHILE YOU WAIT Kiss your husband while you're waiting at the stoplight or in the food drive-through. Your wait won't seem near as long, and you may wish it could last a littler longer!
FLIRT WITH HIM Just because you've snagged him, don't stop flirting! Wink at him, squeeze his muscles and, WHOOOO, or now that your married, it's not at all out of line to be a little bolder in your purpose.
GO ON A LONG DRIVE Go for a long drive and sight see. This is an excellent chance to talk or just be in each other's company. The way gas prices are, you'd almost have to love someone in order to take a long drive. If you don't want to spend the gas, drive to a pretty park or lake and just stop and soak up the scenery while you talk and hold hands.
BE HIS BEST FRIEND Let him feel confident that you'll always be there when needs to talk, to laugh, or even cry. Let him be free to be himself at all times and stick with him through the thick and thin.
EAT AN ICE CREAM CONE TOGETHER Buy one, large cone, and eat it together at the same time. You may miss the cone, and touch his lips, which will even be sweeter!
CHERISH THE SMALL THINGS Concentrate on the way he walks, the way he talks, his smile, or the way he says your name. These are really more important than you think, and no one can do it quite like him.
HELP HIM WITH HIS CLOTHES Ask him to let you help with the buttoning or unbuttoning of his clothes as he's dressing or undressing. Caress him gently as you're doing it.
KEEP YOURSELF ATTRACTIVE It's easy to fall into a "house wife" mode and just walk around in "cleaning clothes" with your hair twisted into a mess. That's OK while your actually cleaning, but try to be more presentable by the time your husband sees you. Bathe, put on clean clothes and a dab of perfume, and set your hair nice.
DON'T PUSH THE BUDGET It is important to learn to live within your means. If you can't afford certain things, don't buy them. Financial stress is very hard on marriages.
DON'T COMPLAIN Don't complain about your standard of living or whine about the things that you don't have. If your husband is doing his best to provide for you, make the best with what you have. If you complain, this makes him feel that he is not a good provider, and this is a great blow to his self esteem.
HAVE A PILLOW FIGHT If you must fight with your husband, do it with pillows! Make sure nothing is around that can break, then go into battle! See how long you can go without laughing.
LOOK OUT FOR HIS HEALTH Encourage your husband to get plenty of sleep and exercise. Try to get him to keep medical and dental appointments. Cook healthy meals, and give him nutritional supplements.
BUY HIM SOME SEXY BOXERS Buy several pairs of sexy shorts for him! Try silky, colorful, and glow in the dark! Make sure you tell him what a hunk he is while he's wearing them!
WEAR THE LINGERIE HE LOVES Some wives love it, some dread it, but just make sure you wear it!
DARE TO BE BOLD Too often, wives wait for their husbands to make the first move in the bedroom. Try showing little aggression yourself once in awhile. This will majorly ignite your husband's passion, and the fireworks will begin!
DON'T DEPRIVE HIM Husbands need sex probably more than wives need hugs and compliments. This is one of the main ways he feels loved. Naturally, there will be sometimes you don't feel like it. But even then, if you just give in, you will before it's over.
SPLURGE OCCASIONALLY Although money is a precious commodity to many couples, try to find a way to splurge on something now and then. If you have children, find someone to care for them and get away for the weekend. If you can't afford a trip, find a hotel in or near your hometown with a jacuzzi. If it's still too costly, buy something that you both would enjoy, like a new CD.
WORK ON YOUR WAYS It's easy to see and point out flaws in your husband, but if you're honest, you'll realize that you haven't earned a halo yet. Try to work on your own shortcomings and make yourself a better person.
DON'T BE A PESSIMIST Try not to focus too much on the negative. Keep a positive outlook in your marriage.
DON'T RUB IT IN IF YOU'RE RIGHT If you've disagreed on something and it turns out that you were right, don't gloat about it and throw it in his face.
WASH EACH OTHERS HAIR Jump in the shower and suds up! Watch the water and soap trickle down his face as you wash his hair.
EXAMINE HIS FEATURES Take a moment to delight in your husband's features. The shape of his nose, the set of his eyes. If he catches you staring, wink at him.
SEEK HIS ADVICE Ask for your husband's input and advice on anything from children to what he might like to eat. This will let him know he's needed and that his thoughts are important.
KEEP TIDY Keep things neat and tidy around the house. Decorate and make things look comfortable and welcoming.
TALK ABOUT HIS INTERESTS Bring up a subject that interests him and listen to him talk. Even if the subject doesn't interest you, enjoy watching him as he gets stirred up over the topic.
SHOP FOR HIM When you run to the store, see if there is something that you should pick up for him. This could save him a lot of time or keep him from missing a lunch break.
KIDNAP HIM Plan a special evening, make all the arrangements, then show up at his job just as he gets off work. Tell him to get in the car and no questions. (Make sure you smile, so he don't get alarmed). Whisk him away for a fun-filled evening, then return to get his car later.
RAKE LEAVES TOGETHER Go to your back yard and rake up a pile of leaves. Before you bag them up, play in them together.
DON'T LIVE IN A FANTASY WORLD If you can't read a novel without getting depressed over your love life, throw them away. Many books or movies can portray romance in very unrealistic ways. True love and romance is what he is already doing -providing for you and loving you unconditionally.
GO CAMPING TOGETHER Find a good camp site and pitch a tent! Buy a two person sleeping bag.
DON'T TALK HIS LEG OFF IF HE'S TIRED If your husband is tired and you need to talk to him, go straight to the bottom line and spare the details.
SLOW DANCE IN YOUR BEDROOM Plug in some flashing lights and turn on some romantic music and start slow dancing. (Clothes optional).
PLAY HIDE AND GO SEEK IN YOUR NIGHTIES Put on your sexiest negligee and challenge him to a game of hide and go seek. He'll say, "Ready or not, here I come!"
MAKE LOVE UNDER THE STARS Find a secluded place and throw out a sleeping bag. Make love by the moonlight as you gaze at the stars.
SIT IN FRONT OF A FIRE TOGETHER Snuggle up together in front of the fireplace and make out. If you don't have a fire place, consider buying an electric one, these look realistic, and are still romantic.
DOTE ON HIM Pick a night and wait on him hand and foot. Draw him a bath, fix his plate for him, and anything else that you can dream up!
JUST SAY IT Make it a point to say the words I love you every single day, and mean it.

♥,
nunudz R.

Blessed!

2010-10-16T18:25:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah!

Alhamdulillah!

I am now a DOCTOR together with my other 66 friends. Congratulations colleagues! All the hard work is now paid off.

My greatest appreciation towards my parents, their endless support and doa. Without them, I will never be of who I am today.

Thank you to the lecturers. Thanks for all the knowledge and guidance. May Allah bless and repay your effort.

Mr. Sunshine, who always there for me in time in need. You the only person who listens to my endless rants, babbles, ramblings. The one who lean a shoulder for me to cry on whenever I got so stressed up with my studies. My 'study' buddy who waited and sat next to me without complaining just to let me finish my topics. My 'patient' who I practiced my communication and consultation skills even though you did not have a clue of what I'm talking about.

My dearest Bons, whe helped me a lot in group discussion. Without them, sumpah smpai sekarang pon tak habis study lagi. You know I love you, right?

And now I'm a doctor. The feelings is so surreal!

DR. NADHILA ABDUL RAHMAN.

Now, I can wear the name proudly. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah!

And yes, a big title comes with a BIG responsibilities. I'm praying hard I will be a safe and competent doctor. InsyaAllah.

*****

And now it is only 20 days away, lets concentrate on the wedding preparation, shall we? *wink*

♥,

nunudz R.

this is it..!

2010-10-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

....The moment of truth at 1700hours.Ameen..

♥,
nunudz R.

...and we all shall pass this exam and diagnosing people in no time!

2010-10-13T16:28:00.004+08:00

Done with the 3rd round of the final exam. Alhamdulillah. I think I did quite well. It's the OSCE yesterday I worry the most. The result will be announce this Friday, and I am praying so hard that all of 67 of us will pass the exam with flying colours! InsyaAllah. Ameen.

Baba texted me earlier this morning, wishing me a very best of luck and with all the kata2 semangat and also 2 rangkap pantun. PANTUN!! ok!?

5 tahun hampir berlalu,

Hari terakhir sudah mendatang,

Buat yang terbaik jgn melulu,

InsyaAllah result baik lagi cemerlang.

Bangun awal penuh ceria,

Ambil breakfast jgn lupa,

Pergi hospital awal jg lupa,

Supaya diri dlm keadaan sedia.

Auww!! Isn't he's the cutest? He made me smile the whole morning today (despite I was so nervous for the exam). Thanx Baba. You're the best! (And Mama jugaaa).

And oh, I texted him back thanking him for the wish. Asked whether I should balas his pantun.

He replied, "Takpayah balas pantun tu, balas dgn result yg cemerlang..."

Hahahaha....zassss di situ!

InsyaAllah..InsyaAllah...InsyaAllah....Ameen...

♥,

nunudz R.

kaki sejuk.

2010-10-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

Cold feet? Nope, I'm no having cold feet right now, not just yet. Cuma xde mood nk fikir pasal kahwin. I'm having lots of stress right now. With the exams which will only end next week. Then, the uni buat Finishing School short course AND interview with SPA. ALL of them will only be settled about 7-10 days before the wedding. And the wedding preps yg byk lagi x siap. Let alone the wedding dress! The final outcome pon x tgk lagi. Pastu dgn Mr.Sunshine bwat hal pasal my baju and tudung kahwin sume. Ini x berkenan lah. Itu x boleh lah...yadda...yadda. Stress! Stress! The best part is I still have a kg to lose (which means, my diet regime is oklah...still lose weight) but for the pass few days, I've been eating like there's no tomorrow! Yes! Blame it on the hormone! Blame it on the exams! And blame it on my PMS! Mama has been babbling about my eating habit BUT....I.JUST.DON'T.CARE! Blerghhh!!! Watch out people! My inner BRIDEZILLA is about to come out!

And time is ticking FAST!

2010-10-06T20:28:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, today was the first day of Professional Exam 3 and I managed to get through it. syukur..syukur.. My patient was a 48 years old lady with Toxic Multinodular Goiter TRO carcinoma. The examiners were great! Very poise, soft spoken, tenannnnnnggggg je. And that helped me a lot to calm myself. So, I have another 2 days to go (12th and 13th Oct) and I'll be free. InsyaAllah. I pray to Allah to let me sail through this exam smoothly and give me the long awaited title for the past 6 years (including while in Ukraine) i.e. A medical doctor, MBBS. Ameen..Ameen. Ameen...

Realize the ticker?

Yup! Yup! 30 FREAKING DAYS LEFT!!! Which means....5 Fridays left before the solemnization!! Ya Allah...Time flies, huh? Tell you the truth, there are loads and loads of errands to be done for the big day. Luckily I have Mama and Baba to help around and basically take over all the tasks left by me before the exam. So blessed to have them around. And as I am writing this post, they are somewhere in Keramat to send out the invitations to the relatives. Thank you Ma! Thank you Ba! I don't know what would I do without you! Muah!Muah!

I shall stop now. Had a very long day today.

Adieu!

♥,

nunudz R.

because you're my daddy and nothing will change that.

2010-10-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Did I mention my uncle is sponsoring Mr.Sunshine and I a 3 days and 2 nights honeymoon trip? We got to choose the destination of the trip and he will sponsor the accomodation.So, obviously I need to decide it with Mr.Sunshine,right? After a long discussion, we've picked a place.I shall not revealed the place,just yet.

So, the issue is Baba seems not so happy about it.He is somewhat pissed regarding this whole thing. He claimed that I memandai2 decide without discussing with him AND asking for his permission.On my side,I think it is not a big deal of me deciding the place for the honeymoon since I'll be going with no one but my husband(soon),kan?

Just to reassure myself, I think Baba is still not ready of letting me go and regarding this honeymoon thingy, I admit it is my first time to make my own decision without consulting and asking his opinion first. And maybe I should just talk to him regarding this matter.

Ya, saya sendiri agak terasa di situ.

I think he still could not accept the fact that his little girl is now all grown up and in about a month his little girl will be a wife to a man she loves.

Sad.I am.

Baba, I know you would not read this post, but I just wanna you know even if I'm married and someday insyaAllah blessed with 10 children even, I will always be your little girl who will always love you and my love for you will never ever change even if I have another man in my life.

♥,
nunudz R.

Let's get married, shall we?

2010-09-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

I have been busy preparing for the VERY FINAL Pro Exam 3, but have managed to get this done =).

Alhamdulillah.

♥,

nunudz R.

embrace thy curves.

2010-09-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

Two things.
First are body parts women are usually not happy with, such as a soft waistline and hips. I like both very much. Women hate when guys touch and pinch them there, but men don't have curves, and the more women embrace them, the sexier it is!
Second: when a sweaty woman is leaving the gym, because it's similar to the way she might look right after sex. Anything that suggests you in that act [is hot].

-James Marsden on the things women would be surprised to learn that guys find sexy.

♥,

nunudz R.

numero uno.

2010-09-18T09:49:00.002+08:00

Ups and downs.
Through thick and thin.
He is the best supporter after Mama and Baba.
No doubt and never to regret.The best boyfriend/bestfriend/fiance/soon-to-be hubby that a girl ever could have ask for.
Glad to be his.And he is the one for Nov 5 2010.
48 DAYS TO GO!!!

I got Sunshine...on a cloudy day...MY LOVE.. =)

♥,

nunudz R.

you will NEVER understand how i feel!

2010-09-16T09:57:00.001+08:00

AL-FATIHAH to Datuk Sosilawati and three other men who were BRUTALLY murdered two weeks ago.

Semoga roh mereka ditempatkan bersama2 org Muslim yg beriman dan roh mereka tenang di sana.

I was emotionally affected of this case because one of the men involved was my own COUSIN -Allahyarham Ahmad Kamil. It is not easy to face this because when it happens to your own family, you will have another perspective and insight which the outsiders would not know and understand.It is devastating to see the wife and the children are still hoping for him to come back. How it is not gonna break your heart when you heard a 4 year old son keep saying,"Abah tak hilang, nanti abah balik la..."

As a cousin, I am still praying and am STILL believing miracle to happen and hoping for the ashes the forensics found were not theirs.

And if it is true, I hope the murderers will receive the heaviest punishment i.e. DEATH SENTENCE!! But before that, maybe they should be diseksa seteruk2nya that they wish they could just die!!

Semoga Allah membalas segala perbuatan keji mereka setimpalnya. Ameen...

P.s. How can I not be a racist for what they did to my family??!!

♥,

nunudz R.

Colourful Sunday! ♥

2010-09-04T09:31:00.010+08:00

Credit to Faezah and Shahrir from Creative Lite Box.

We had so much fun!

♥,

nunudz R.

iftar.

2010-08-31T17:41:00.007+08:00

Had WHITE STUDIO photo shoot the other day. Betcha have seen the teaser, aite? It was F.U.N. but very much tiring with all the posing, jumping,laughing and whatnot, especially at 3p.m. in the holy month of Ramadhan. Still waiting for the pictures from the photographer. I'll upload them as soon as the DVD is in my hand, ockay?

So, afterwards, we went to Samuri Sate Kajang. Initial plan was to look for some material for Sabie's wedding THEN to Samuri. But we ended up looked for our best seat in the restaurant and sat and waited and waited for time of breaking fast. With the hypoglycaemic state, none of us able to move our limbs to search for the material.

It was the best sate I ever had (maybe because I was soooo hungry and thirsty)! Ah, thinking of it makes my stomach grumbles.

Partners in crime *missing in action - Amy*

Us - engrossed with our devices as it connects us to the person whom we love *wink* except Nadia who I think was busy checking out her fingers to see for any finger clubbing. Hehehe...

Food! Food! Food! Can you hear my stomach is 'singing' right now?

Happy faces! Despite of being hungry and thirsty we were still able to smile at the camera at strike some 'poses' =p

ME! signing off!!

Selamat Berbuka Puasa!

♥,

nunudz R.

teaser.

2010-08-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

wanita2 kegemaran! ♥

♥,

nunudz R.

...and I cried reading this.

2010-08-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri,yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya...Akan sering merasa rindu sekali dengan ibunya..Lalu bagaimana dengan AYAH?

Mungkin kerana ibu lebih sering menelefon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari, tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata ayah-lah yang mengingatkan ibu untuk menelefonmu?

Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, ibu-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng, tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sekembalinya ayah dr bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah ayah selalu menanyakan pada ibu tentang khabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?

Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil.Ayah biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik basikal .Dan setelah ayah mengganggapmu sudah boleh menunggangnya, ayah akan melepaskan roda bantu di basikalmu .Kemudian Ibu bilang : "Jangan dulu ayahnya, jangan ditanggalkan dulu roda bantunya", itu kerana ibu takut puteri manisnya akan terjatuh lalu terluka....

Tapi sedarkah dikau?Bahwa ayah dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh basikal dengan seksama kerana dia tahu puteri kecilnya PASTI mampu melakukannya.

Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta alat permainan yang baru, ibu menatapmu hiba.Tetapi ayah akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang" Tahukah kamu, ayah melakukan itu kerana ayah tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi.

Saat kamu ditimpa sakit , ayah lah yang terlalu khawatir sampai kekadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata : "Sudah di beritahu! kamu jangan minum air sejuk!".Berbeza dengan ibu yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut.Ketahuilah, saat itu ayah benar-benar mengkhuatirkan keadaanmu..

Ketika kamu sudah beranjak muda remaja..Kamu mulai menuntut pada ayah untuk mendapat keizinan keluar malam, dan ayah bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak boleh!".Tahukah kamu, bahwa ayah melakukan itu untuk menjagamu?Kerana bagi ayah, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..Setelah itu kamu marah pada ayah, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu...

Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan memujukmu agar tidak marah adalah ayah.Tahukah kamu,bahwa saat itu ayah memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya, Bahwa ayah sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, Tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?

Ketika saat seorang teman lelaki mulai sering menelefonmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu,ayah akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :') ayah sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang berbuall berdua di ruang tamu..Sedarkah kamu, kalau hati ayah merasa cemburu?

Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan ayah melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.Maka yang dilakukan ayah adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khuatirdan bimbang.Dan setelah perasaan khuatir itu berlarut - larut.Ketika melihat puteri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati ayah akan mengeras dan memarahimu..Sedarkah kamu, bahwa ini kerana hal yang di sangat ditakuti ayah akan segera datang? "Bahwa puteri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkannya".

Setelah lulus SPM, Ayah akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Doktor atau Engineer. Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan ayah itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti.Tapi ayah tetap tersenyum dan menyokongmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan ayah.

Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa.Dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain.ayah harus melepaskanmu di bandar.Tahukah kamu bahwa badan ayah terasa kaku untuk memelukmu? Ayah hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasihat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati.Padahal ayah ingin sekali menangis seperti ibu dan memelukmu erat-erat.Yang ayah lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".Ayah melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT....kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Disaat kamu kesempitan wang untuk membiayai perbelanjaan semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah ayah. Ayah pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya boleh merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekadar meminta alat mainan yang baru, dan ayah tahu ia tidak mampu memberikan apa yang kamu inginkan...

Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Ayah adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak boleh!" Padahal dalam batin Ayah, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti ayah belikan untukmu".Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Ayah merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?

Saatnya kamu berjaya sebagai seorang sarjana. Ayah adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.Ayah akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "puteri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang" Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada ayah untuk mengambilmu darinya.Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..Kerana Ayah tahu.....Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.

Dan akhirnya....

Saat ayah melihatmu duduk di kerusi pelaminan bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya mampu menggantikannya, Ayah pun tersenyum bahagia..Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu ayah pergi kebelakang pentas pelaminan sebentar, dan menangis? Ayah menangis karena ayah sangat berbahagia, kemudian ayah berdoa....Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Ayah berkata: "Ya Allah tugasku telah selesai dengan baik....Puteri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita solehah yang cantik....Bahagiakanlah dia bersama suaminya...rahmatilah kehidupan mereka Ya Allah"

Setelah itu Ayah hanya mampu menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih....Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....Ayah telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita...Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat...Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu.Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU MAMPU" dalam segala hal..

p.s. Baba, I LOVE YOU...

♥,

nunudz R.

#2.

2010-08-22T01:01:00.003+08:00

Checklist!

Ijab&qabul @ solemnization

Kursus perkahwinan - DONE!
HIV testing
Kebenaran berkahwin
Wedding rings - BOUGHT!
Food
Kadi & witness
Hantaran - DONE!
Hantaran deco
Nikah outfit, tudung and shoes - DONE!
Make up - BOOKED!
Photographer - BOOKED!
Bed & bedroom deco

Reception (my side)

Invitation card - ALREADY PAID DEPOSIT!
Hall - BOOKED!
Catering - DONE!
Dais - DONE!
Make up - BOOKED!
Bunga pahar
Door gifts - ALREADY PAID DEPOSIT!
Photographer - BOOKED!
PA system - BOOKED!
Wedding songs - YET TO BE FINALIZED!
Gamelan - YET TO BE FINALIZED!
Cloth for bridesmaid and best man - ERR..SELF-SPONSOR?
Cloth for Baba, Mama, Adeel, Aya - BOUGHT!

Reception (his side)

Hall - BOOKED!
Dais - THERE WILL BE NO DAIS
Dress and shoes
Make up - BOOKED!
Door gifts -WILL BE HANDLED BY KAK ARNI
Photography - BOOKED!

Miscellaneous

Expenses for relatives (fuels, accommodation, yadda yadda)
Honeymoon
Signage

Rabbi Yassir Wa La Tu Assir..

♥,

nunudz R.

9-11.

2010-08-22T00:43:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah, all the stuffs for hantaran thingy has been settled. I'm telling you, it was tiring (but fun) to go shopping with somebody who is cerewet and you, yourself also cerewet. Then you'll get TWO cerewet persons to handle.

But worry not...semua dh beli. So, no more hunting for hantaran session anymore. Pheww! Such a big relief. Even worse when you have to look for things during Ramadhan. Sgt mencabar keimanan!

Invitation also has been ordered. Now, in process for the 1st draft. Hopefully there won't be any major amendment to be done.

And oh, the ticker shows 75 days left! And how do I feel? Excited!! Hehehe...

okbai!

♥,

nunudz R.

hiccups.

2010-08-20T07:56:00.001+08:00

When I was a little girl, every time I had hiccups, Baba and Mama would say to me, "That means you're growing!"

They said in such a way that it made me feel proud to be hiccuping. I'm growing, i'm growing! Even sometimes I would say to them, "Ba, Ma..tgk!! Ella sedu (hiccups). Yeay! Nk besar lagi... =)"

I'm all grown up now and these days when I've got the hiccups, I still believe it is a sign of me growing. Growing sideways, that is. Heheh..

And now once you are mature enough the 'hiccups' you are facing are totally different and sometimes need all the patience you have left. I guess I am tired with all these and wished if I ever could find an 'exit' sign so that I could run towards it and find freedom on the next door. Sigh. Penat.

Planning to breaking fast with Mr. Sunshine and perform terawikh together (in a mosque of course) tonight.

Hoping and praying (hard) it's already the end of the week and I have the whole weekend to (hopefully) have a good rest. =)

♥,

nunudz R.

in love!

2010-08-15T22:58:00.007+08:00

Went for fitting this morning..

Totally in love with my wedding dress!! ♥

Need to add laces and beadings here and there. Praying hard it will turn out good. InsyaAllah..Ameen. Can't wait for the next fitting!

p.s. I felt like a princess!

♥

nunudz R.

worth sharing.

2010-08-14T10:35:00.003+08:00

How's your fasting and Ramadhan going on? As for me, I haven't start fasting yet. Well, what do you expect if your menses started on the first day of Ramadhan, eh? =)

Oh, I love to share this with you. Got this from Nadia's blog. A great piece of article!

Baca tau!

buat para/bakal suami dan para/bakal isteri,
renung-renungkan lah

Pernikahan atau perkahwinan menyingkap tabir rahsia?
Isteri yang kamu nikahi tidaklah semulia Khadijah,
tidaklah setaqwa Aisyah, pun tidaklah setabah Fatimah.
Justeru isterimu hanyalah wanita akhir zaman
yang punya cita- cita menjadi solehah….

Pernikahan atau perkahwinan mengajar kita kewajiban bersama.
Isteri menjadi tanah kamu langit penaungnya.
Isteri ladang tanaman kamu pemagarnya.
Isteri kiasan ternakan kamu gembalanya.
Isteri adalah murid kamu mursyidnya.
Isteri bagaikan anak kecil kamu tempat bermanjanya.

Saat isteri menjadi madu kamu teguklah sepuasnya.
Seketika isteri menjadi racun kamulah penawar bisanya.
Seandainya isteri tulang yang bengkok berhatilah meluruskannya.

Pernikahan atau perkahwinan
menginsafkan kita perlunya iman dan taqwa.
Untuk belajar meniti sabar dan redha Allah s.w.t.
kerana memiliki isteri yang tak sehebat mana.
Justeru kamu akan tersentak dari alpa.

Kamu bukanlah Rasulullah s.a.w.
Pun bukanlah Sayyidina Ali Karamallahhuwajhah.
Cuma suami akhir zaman yang berusaha menjadi soleh… amin..!

Untuk isteri…. renungkanlah...

Pernikahan atau perkahwinan membuka tabir rahsia?
Suami yang menikahi kamu tidaklah semulia Muhammad saw.
Tidaklah setaqwa Ibrahim. Pun tidak setabah Ayyub
Atau pun segagah Musa … apalagi setampan Yusuf.
Justeru suamimu hanyalah lelaki akhir zaman
yang punya cita-cita membangunkan keturunan yang soleh..

Pernikahan atau perkahwinan
mengajar kita kewajiban bersama
Suami menjadi pelindung kamu penghuninya.
Suami adalah nahkoda kapal kamu pengemudinya.
Suami bagaikan pelakon yang nakal
kamu adalah penonton kenakalannya.
Saat suami menjadi raja kamu nikmati anggur singgahsananya.
Seketika suami menjadi bisa kamulah penawar ubatnya.
Seandainya suami bengis lagi lancang sabarlah memperingatkannya.

Pernikahan ataupun perkahwinan
mengajarkan kita perlunya iman dan taqwa.
Untuk belajar meniti sabar dan redha Allah s.w.t.
kerana memiliki suami yang tak segagah mana.
justeru kamu akan tersentak dari alpa.

Kamu bukanlah Khadijah yang begitu sempurna dalam menjaga.
Pun bukanlah Hajar yang begitu setia dalam sengsara .
Cuma wanita akhir zaman yang berusaha menjadi solehah… amin!

Justeru itu wahai para suami dan isteri,
Jangan menuntut terlalu tinggi seandainya
diri sendiri jelas tidak berupaya.
Mengapa mendambakan isteri sehebat Khadijah
andai diri tidak semulia Rasulullah?
Mengapa mengharapkan suami setampan Yusof
seandainya kasih tak setulus Zulaikha?
Tidak perlu mencari isteri secantik Balqis
andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman
DAN Tidak perlu mencari suami seteguh Ibrahim
andai diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah.

♥

nunudz R.

Ramadhan Kareem.

2010-08-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadhan everyone!!

Have a blessed month of fasting and controlling our nafs.

p/s i just realized this year would be a last year of me fasting as a single lady. next year?? hurmm...hehehe... =)

♥,

nunudz R.

sugar, spice and everything nice! (part 2)

2010-08-10T15:16:00.008+08:00

Alright, continuation from the last post...

Oh, btw...Prof Rashid was in a good mood today hence no major 'casualty' happened..Hmm..suprise..surprise...

So, on Tuesday last week celebrated Amy's and Sabie' birthdays. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLINGS! And as usual, the planning by Sha, Nadia and me didn't go smoothly as we intended to =p. We, the planners were sooooo blur on where to celebrate their birthdays since all of us were busy and exhausted with classes and whatnot during the day. So bad in planning till they asked us where we wanted to bring them for dinner that night. And me who didn't know how to make up stories to fool them; broke the news. Like this : "Sebenarnya kitorang nk celebrate birthday korang. So, Amy! Sabie! Cpt fikir nk makan kat mane... =p"

Yup, bengong like that! So, mmg tak surprised la..

Teehehehe...

NOT surprised...not HOT suprised. geddit?

2 beautiful ladies who are so lucky to have us as their bestfriends. Hehehe..Nak plan surprise birthday celebration pon x berjaya! Pfftt!

The ~~Wonder~~ Bons ♥

*****

Told ya that I had quite hectic week because the very next day we went to Istana Budaya to watch CUCI THE MUSICAL 2! Woot! Woot! 4 hours show with seat of RM50 was totally worth watching! The 4 ~~boys~~ men; Afdlin, Hans, Awie and Nabil were hilarious!! They deserve 4 out 5 stars! Can't wait for the 3rd show next year (if there's any). And oh, Sabie and I brought our fiancé along! Thank God they are behaving very well especially Mr.Sunshine. =)

During 15mins intermission. Camwhoring a bit. Thanx to Mr.Sunshine who obediently took the pics. And oh, sorry for the bad quality image. Pics taken by camera Cap Ayam.

At the end of the show, they received a big round of applause and a standing ovation from the floor for such outstanding performance.

After midnight. Continued camwhoring by the help of beloved 'photographer'. Hehehe..

And one of my favorite picture of the night...

♥

Si buncit & Si bulat

And that was how we ended the night. =)

♥,

nunudz R.

sugar, spice and everything nice!

2010-08-09T21:22:00.004+08:00

I was such a busy busy bee last week. Let me tell you why. Firstly, I'm currently doing my Internal Medicine posting and for those whose familiar with IM, it is a posting that will give much headache and palpitations everyday. The adrenaline rush? Hurm...so many of them that sometimes you think you would never be able to handle it. When I say 'adrenaline rush', it's not the actions-like kind of rush. It's more the nervousness and the fear of the LECTURER it is! Seriously...! I almost get a heart attack every.single.day. and it's a miracle I still survive for third week of this posting, no? Hehehe..Alhamdulillah... =)

And now, moving on to happy notes...

My bestie/sister/twin/pillar of strength/other half (besides Mr.Sunshine) is now MARRIED!!! Mastura a.k.a geng (yup, we even have nama manja tau!) now is a wife to Akasyah, our senior back in Ukraine.

Barakallahu lakuma wabarak alaikuma, wajama'a bainakuma fi khair.Semoga berkekalan hingga ke sana yang pasti...ameeen....

I was the pengapit and I'm honored to be part of your special day. And oh, I cried when she hugged and kissed me after the ijab&qabul. Sooo not very unusual of me pun kan?? Mak pengantin pon x nangis ok! Huhuh...

And now...pictures time!! =)

one of my fav moment

geng, me and yati(hidd's fiancee). FYI, Hidd is one of our good friend back in PASUM, and still is!! And oh! he and geng used to be an item for a year while we were in Ukraine. Then the drama started and of course it was about the LDR thingy. But they remain good friends after that. =)

The ex-roomies with the ex-neighbour, Kak Irna. Cayang korang!

part 2 : will be continued. need to run some errands and prepare for tmrw with Prof.Rashid. Yikes!!

♥,

nunudz R.

Dia sudah bertunang....

2010-07-28T18:07:00.003+08:00

Found this from a friend's page in FB. Thought of sharing it. Must.read.it.!It was a wake up call for me and maybe for you too..

Hari-hari berlalu yang dilewati seakan sudah bertahun lamanya, namun yang perlu diakui ialah ianya baru beberapa minggu lalu. Iya, hanya beberapa minggu lalu. Berita itu aku sambut dengan hati yang diusahakan untuk berlapang dada. Benar, aku berusaha berlapang dada. Terkadang, terasa nusrah Ilahi begitu hampir saat kita benar-benar berada di tepi tebing, tunggu saat untuk menjunam jatuh ke dalam gaung. Maha Suci Allah yang mengangkat aku, meletakkan aku kembali di jalan tarbiyyah dan terus memimpin untukku melangkah dengan tabah.

Aku hanya seorang Insyirah. Tiada kelebihan yang teristimewa, tidak juga punya apa-apa yang begitu menonjol. Jalan ku juga dua kaki, lihat ku juga menggunakan mata, sama seperti manusia lain yang menumpang di bumi Allah ini. Aku tidak buta, tidak juga tuli mahupun bisu. Aku bisa melihat dengan sepasang mata pinjaman Allah, aku bisa mendengar dengan sepasang telinga pinjaman Allah juga aku bisa bercakap dengan lidahku yang lembut tidak bertulang. Sama seperti manusia lain.

Aku bukan seperti bondanya Syeikh Qadir al-Jailani, aku juga tidak sehebat srikandi Sayyidah Khadijah dalam berbakti, aku bukan sebaik Sayyidah Fatimah yang setia menjadi pengiring ayahanda dalam setiap langkah perjuangan memartabatkan Islam. Aku hanya seorang Insyirah yang sedang mengembara di bumi Tuhan, jalanku kelak juga sama... Negeri Barzakh, insya Allah. Destinasi aku juga sama seperti kalian, Negeri Abadi. Tiada keraguan dalam perkara ini.

Sejak dari hari istimewa tersebut, ramai sahabiah yang memuji wajahku berseri dan mereka yakin benar aku sudah dikhitbah apabila melihat kedua tangan ku memakai cincin di jari manis. Aku hanya tersenyum, tidak mengiyakan dan tidak pula menidakkan. Diam ku bukan membuka pintu-pintu soalan yang maha banyak, tetapi diam ku kerana aku belum mampu memperkenalkan insan itu. Sehingga kini, aku tetap setia dalam penantian.

Ibu bertanyakan soalan yang sewajarnya aku jawab dengan penuh tatasusila.

"Hari menikah nanti nak pakai baju warna apa?"

Aku menjawab tenang.. "Warna putih, bersih..."

"Alhamdulillah, ibu akan usahakan dalam tempoh terdekat."

"Ibu, 4 meter sudah cukup untuk sepasang jubah. Jangan berlebihan."

Ibu angguk perlahan.

Beberapa hari ini, aku menyelak satu per satu... helaian demi helaian naskhah yang begitu menyentuh nubari aku sebagai hamba Allah. Malam Pertama... Sukar sekali aku ungkapkan perasaan yang bersarang, mahu saja aku menangis semahunya tetapi sudah aku ikrarkan, biarlah Allah juga yang menetapkan tarikhnya kerana aku akan sabar menanti hari bahagia tersebut. Mudah-mudahan aku terus melangkah tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Mudah-mudahan ya Allah.

Sejak hari pertunangan itu, aku semakin banyak mengulang al-Quran. Aku mahu sebelum tibanya hari yang aku nantikan itu, aku sudah khatam al-Quran, setidak-tidaknya nanti hatiku akan tenang dengan kalamullah yang sudah meresap ke dalam darah yang mengalir dalam tubuh. Mudah-mudahan aku tenang... As-Syifa' aku adalah al-Quran, yang setia menemani dalam resah aku menanti. Benar, aku sedang memujuk gelora hati. Mahu pecah jantung menanti detik pernikahan tersebut, begini rasanya orang-orang yang mendahului.

"Kak Insyirah, siapa tunang akak? Mesti hebat orangnya. Kacak tak?"

Aku tersenyum, mengulum sendiri setiap rasa yang singgah. Maaf, aku masih mahu merahsiakan tentang perkara itu. Cukup mereka membuat penilaian sendiri bahawa aku sudah bertunang, kebenarannya itu antara aku dan keluarga.

"Insya Allah, 'dia' tiada rupa tetapi sangat mendekatkan akak dengan Allah. Itu yang paling utama."

Berita itu juga buat beberapa orang menjauhkan diri dariku. Kata mereka, aku senyapkan sesuatu yang perlu diraikan. Aku tersenyum lagi.

"Jangan lupa jemput ana di hari menikahnya, jangan lupa!"

Aku hanya tersenyum entah sekian kalinya. Apa yang mampu aku zahirkan ialah senyuman dan terus tersenyum. Mereka mengandai aku sedang berbahagia apabila sudah dikhitbahkan dengan 'dia' yang mendekatkan aku dengan Allah. Sahabiah juga merasa kehilangan ku apabila setiap waktu terluang aku habiskan masa dengan as-Syifa' ku al-Quran, tidak lain kerana aku mahu kalamullah meresap dalam darahku, agar ketenangan akan menyelinap dalam setiap derap nafas ku menanti hari itu.

"Bila enti menikah?"

Aku tiada jawapan khusus.

"Insya Allah, tiba waktunya nanti enti akan tahu..." Aku masih menyimpan tarikh keramat itu, bukan aku sengaja tetapi memang benar aku sendiri tidak tahu bila tarikhnya.

"Jemput ana tau!" Khalilah tersenyum megah.

"Kalau enti tak datang pun ana tak berkecil hati, doakan ana banyak-banyak!" Itu saja pesanku. Aku juga tidak tahu di mana mahu melangsungkan pernikahan ku, aduh semuanya menjadi tanda tanya sendiri. Diam dan terus berdiam membuatkan ramai insan berkecil hati.

"Insya Allah, kalian PASTI akan tahu bila sampai waktunya nanti..."

Rahsia ku adalah rahsia Allah, kerana itu aku tidak mampu memberikan tarikhnya. Cuma, hanya termampu aku menyiapkan diri sebaiknya. Untung aku dilamar dan dikhitbah dahulu tanpa menikah secara terkejut seperti orang lain. Semuanya aku sedaya upaya siapkan, baju menikahnya, dan aku katakan sekali lagi kepada ibu...

"Usah berlebihan ya..."

Ibu angguk perlahan dan terus berlalu, hilang dari pandangan mata.

"Insyirah, jom makan!"

Aku tersenyum lagi... Akhir-akhir ini aku begitu pemurah dengan senyuman.

"Tafaddal, ana puasa."

Sahabiah juga semakin galak mengusik.

"Wah, Insyirah diet ya. Maklumlah hari bahagia dah dekat... Tarikhnya tak tetap lagi ke?"

"Bukan diet, mahu mengosongkan perut. Maaf, tarikhnya belum ditetapkan lagi."

Sehingga kini, aku tidak tahu bila tarikhnya yang pasti. Maafkan aku sahabat, bersabarlah menanti hari tersebut. Aku juga menanti dengan penuh debaran, moga aku bersedia untuk hari pernikahan tersebut dan terus mengecap bahagia sepanjang alam berumahtangga kelak. Doakan aku, itu sahaja.

............ ......... .....

............ .

"innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiun..."

"Tenangnya... Subhanallah. Allahuakbar."

"Ya Allah, tenangnya..."

"Moga Allah memberkatinya. ..."

Allah, itu suara sahabat-sahabat ku, teman-teman seperjuangan aku pada ibu.

Akhirnya, aku selamat dinikahkan setelah sabar dalam penantian. Sahabiah ramai yang datang di majlis walimah walaupun aku tidak menjemput sendiri.

Akhirnya, mereka ketahui sosok 'dia' yang mendekatkan aku kepada Allah.

Akhirnya, mereka kenali sosok 'dia' yang aku rahsiakan dari pengetahuan umum.

Akhirnya, mereka sama-sama mengambil 'ibrah dari sosok 'dia' yang mengkhitbah ku.

Dalam sedar tidak sedar...

Hampir setiap malam sebelum menjelang hari pernikahan ku... Sentiasa ada suara sayu yang menangis sendu di hening malam, dalam sujud, dalam rafa'nya pada Rabbi, dalam sembahnya pada Ilahi. Sayup-sayup hatinya merintih. Air matanya mengalir deras, hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

"Ya Allah, telah Engkau tunangkan aku tidak lain dengan 'dia' yang mendekatkan dengan Engkau. Yang menyedarkan aku untuk selalu berpuasa, yang menyedarkan aku tentang dunia sementara, yang menyedarkan aku tentang alam akhirat. Engkau satukan kami dalam majlis yang Engkau redhai, aku hamba Mu yang tak punya apa-apa selain Engkau sebagai sandaran harapan. Engkau maha mengetahui apa yang tidak aku ketahui..."

Akhirnya, Khalilah bertanya kepada ibu beberapa minggu kemudian...

"Insyirah bertunang dengan siapa, mak cik?"

Ibu tenang menjawab... "Dengan kematian wahai anakku. Kanser tulang yang mulanya hanya pada tulang belakang sudah merebak dengan cepat pada tangan, kaki juga otaknya. Kata doktor, Insyirah hanya punya beberapa minggu sahaja sebelum kansernya membunuh."

"Allahuakbar. .." Terduduk Khalilah mendengar, air matanya tak mampu ditahan.

"Buku yang sering dibacanya itu, malam pertama..."

Ibu angguk, tersenyum lembut... "Ini nak, bukunya." Senaskah buku bertukar tangan, karangan Dr 'Aidh Abdullah al-Qarni tertera tajuk 'Malam Pertama di Alam Kubur'.

"Ya Allah, patut la Insyirah selalu menangis... Khalilah tak tahu mak cik."

"Dan sejak dari hari 'khitbah' tersebut, selalu Insyirah mahu berpuasa. Katanya mahu mengosongkan perut, mudah untuk dimandikan.. ."

Khalilah masih kaku. Tiada suara yang terlontar. Matanya basah menatap kalam dari diari Insyirah yang diberikan oleh ibu.

"Satu cincin ini aku pakai sebagai tanda aku di risik oleh MAUT. Dan satu cincin ini aku pakai sebagai tanda aku sudah bertunang dengan MAUT. Dan aku akan sabar menanti tarikhnya dengan mendekatkan diri ku kepada ALLAH. Aku tahu ibu akan tenang menghadapinya, kerana ibuku bernama Ummu Sulaim, baginya anak adalah pinjaman dari ALLAH yang perlu dipulangkan apabila ALLAH meminta. Dan ibu mengambil 'ibrah bukan dari namanya (Ummu Sulaim) malah akhlaqnya sekali. Ummu Sulaim, seteguh dan setabah hati seorang ibu."

* Kisah ini bukan kisah ana (Insyirah), ianya kisah KITA (semua yang sedang membaca/tak) *

Mulai hari ini, jangan bersoal tika melihat ana memakai cincin. Kerana, ana sudah bertunang! Bertunang dengan kematian, tidak tahu bila ana akan dinikahkan dan tidak tahu bagaimana rezeki di malam pertama. Tetapi, sekurang-kurangnya apabila sudah dirisik dan bertunang, kita sama-sama akan mempersiapkan diri sebaik-baiknya walaupun bukan yang terbaik untuk hari pernikahan dengan KEMATIAN. Wallahua'lam.

Cukuplah kematian itu mengingatkan kita... Cukuplah kita sedar kita akan berpisah dengan segala nikmat dunia. Cukuplah kita sedar bahawa ada hari yang lebih kekal, oleh itu sentiasalah berwaspada. Bimbang menikah tergesa-gesa, tahu-tahu sudah disanding dan diarak seluruh kampung walau hanya dengan sehelai kain putih tak berharga.

Setidak-tidaknya, Insyirah (watak di atas) sudah 'membeli' baju pernikahannya. .. Arh... Untungnya Insyirah. (Cemburu! Cemburu! Cemburu!)

~ Kullu nafsin za'iqatul maut ~

♥,

nunudz R.

Sabie's big day.

2010-07-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

she's engaged! Congratz Sabie!

sangat sangat sangat cantik!!

loving the tudung so very much!

while waiting for the rombongan lelaki to arrive.

mind you, total rombongan were 1 bus and 12 cars!!!
you do the maths!

yeay! kami yang telah bertunang! alhamdulillah.. =)
InsyaAllah all of us will be a Mrs. by end of this year. Ameen..

us!

congratulations again Sabie. and you too, WELCOME TO THE CLUB! hehehe

p.s. Mr. Sunshine claimed I looked like a hamster in this pic. See the cheeks. Macam kumpul makanan byk2 dlm pipi before telan. Pfftt!!

So tembam like that!

♥,
nunudz R.

rant.

2010-07-14T14:55:00.007+08:00

kadang2 rasa annoyed ngn org2 sekeliling yg asyik2 mengadu x blend well ngn org sekelilingnya..according to them, org2 lain tu tak cool enough nk jadi kwn dia. hellloooo....

HAVE YOU EVER THINK THAT MAYBE YOU'RE THE ONE WHOSE NOT COOL ENOUGH TO BE IN THE GROUP??!

just think! if other people can adapt with the surroundings, why can't you? YOU might be the one who with the problem, not them, don't ya think?

fikir2kanlah...peace! =)

♥.

nunudz R.

Because life's ain't easy.

2010-07-07T19:07:00.008+08:00

Hello!

Currently I'm in the fourth day of third week of the second posting. Get it? Hehehe... I always love ObsGyn. And the fact that I'm surrounded by the smell of the fresh ~~lochia~~ newborn babies always enlighten my days. Hey, by looking at their cute, innocent faces and the tiny fingers and feet, who couldn't resist get one of your own, kan? SO COMEL! I know some of you might say, "They wouldn't look cute or innocent once they'd poopoo, or passing urine or suddenly....puttttt...pass gas dgn rasa x bersalahnya.." Well, well...that's the beauty of being babies, people..! With that they'll remain cute and innocent! ^^

Oh, I was on-call in the labour room the other day. Alhamdulillah, managed to conduct ONE delivery; a baby boy (anak Indon, hehhee)! I even performed episiotomy and sutured it post delivery. Wow! I tell you..The adrenaline rush! Fuyyo! Eventhough my hands were shaking A BIT, but the satisfaction...Hurmm....Can I just say, Satisfaction Guaranteed! Puas ati, ok!

On separate note, my new groupmates are ok. But we're not bonding or as close as my previous group. I wonder, where the fault is? I miss the old groupies sometimes ='( But hey! Need to get used to it. Later when we work, we need to mingle with other colleagues, right? Some might be in the same wavelength as yours and some might not at all. Then, we have to be professional, la..=) Not like some people..*Ain't gonna put any names here* Oh, bertahanlah...another 3 months to go...

Having said that, have you seen this piece of hotness in the Spanish team?

kacak, bukan? =)

Isn't his the hottest man walking on the football pitch?

Helloooo David Villa...you make me say Beckham who?

♥,

nunudz R.

All I Wanna Do Is To Grow Old With You... ♥

2010-07-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

chomey, kan? =)

♥,

nunudz R.

Waka Waka (Esto es Africa).

2010-07-01T08:48:00.001+08:00

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

♥,

nunudz R.

expectations.

2010-06-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood.

- Paulo Coelho -

♥,

nunudz R.

S&S.

2010-06-29T12:07:00.009+08:00

Event : Majlis Perkahwinan Shukra & Syafiq

Venue : Dewan Merak Kayangan, Balai FELDA, Kuala Lumpur

Date : 27 June 2010

ex-hillcrest!

MasyaAllah, so cantik!

Love you heaps! And the fact that by the sound of your voice on the phone the other day, I know that you're so madly, deeply, truly in love. Happy beyond words...

♥,

nunudz R.

#1.

2010-06-29T10:54:00.004+08:00

Checklist!

Ijab&qabul @ solemnization

Kursus perkahwinan - DONE!
HIV testing
Kebenaran berkahwin
Wedding rings - MR. FIANCÉ'S NOT YET!
Food
Kadi & witness
Hantaran - BOUGHT FEW STUFFS ALREADY! *HALF RELIEVED*
Hantaran deco
Nikah outfit, tudung and shoes
Make up - BOOKED!
Photographer - BOOKED!
Bed & bedroom deco

Reception (my side)

Invitation card
Hall - BOOKED!
Catering
Dais
Make up - BOOKED!
Bunga pahar
Door gifts
Photographer - BOOKED!
PA system - BOOKED!
Wedding songs - YET TO BE FINALIZED!
Gamelan - YET TO BE FINALIZED!
Cloth for bridesmaid and best man
Cloth for Baba, Mama, Adeel, Aya

Reception (his side)

Hall - BOOKED!
Dais
Dress and shoes
Make up - BOOKED!
Door gifts
Photography - BOOKED!

Miscellaneous

Expenses for relatives (fuels, accommodation, yadda yadda)
Honeymoon
Signage

*sigh* Can I pull it off within 4 months and 6 days? *palpitations*

Rabbi Yassir Wa La Tu Assir..

p.s. need to come out with the wedding theme/colour FAST!!

♥,

nunudz. R

too late?

2010-06-24T22:56:00.005+08:00

There’s the string of emotions that words cannot express. There’s the list of people who would never understand me. And even The Fiancé didn't understand me. I'm in lots of pain right now. Not physically, but EMOTIONALLY. It hurts so bad that my chest is aching and I cannot breathe. Maybe it's true when people said that the challenges and obstacles after being engaged is bigger and only the strong one will survive. Will us?

He keeps pestering me regarding his principles and how important it is for me to adapt and cope with it. But how about MY principles? MY believes? Has he ever consider my feelings? Why can't he trust me 110%? Why must be a doubt in the relationship? 5 frigging years of relationship is not good enough to measure the loyalty and love? Is it?

I just can't think straight right now. If it's not because I need to finish and submit my ~~stupid~~ reports by tomorrow, I would be on my bed with my pillows drenched with tears by now. Seriously!

Is it too late for me to turn back?

♥,

nunudz R.

random.

2010-06-23T15:18:00.009+08:00

Second rotation has just began. Wow! How time flies, eyh? Two rotations left before the ultimate final exam i.e. end of September, InsyaAllah.. gilalah! nak abis dah??! By October I'll be no longer a medical student. Changing my title to a Dr. by then. Ameen...

Checked the wedding ticker, showed 4 months 11 days left before solemnization. 4 freaking months, ok! And I haven't started anything yet! Crazy, I know! I should be worried by now, aite? Must have a dateline set. I prolly should start all the preparations. Yelah, nanti2 nk prepare for final exam lagi...Nk prepare for kahwin lagi. Mind you, I'll have approximately around 2weeks ++ after final exam for solemnization. Tak sempat kalau nk bwat last minute. Must. Start. Wedding. Preparation. NOW!

It's World Cup madness now. Here, there and everywhere people will talk about it. Which team should win? Which team has best players? Why the underdog teams suddenly sgt hebat bermain? Yadda..yadda...yadda...And for girls, of courselah... which player is the hottest? Hahaha.... The men of the house i.e. brother and Baba also never missed any games. If the match starts at 2 a.m., pukul 2 pagi la tercongok depan tv tu! Madness, I tell ya!

Mr. Sunshine on the other hand not a big fan of football. He seems couldn't understand why oh why they need to run for ONE ball and kick it to the goal. Darling, that's how the game played lah...!

So, the other day, he had dinner with my brother, and of course my brother talked about football. Poor Mr.Sunshine, he didn't seem to enjoy the conversation. Then, the next day, Mr. Sunshine texted me, "I'm watching football right now with my friends. Tak pahamlah camne diorg main.." Hehehe...so comel like that. Once I told him, to be part of the family, he has to be a kaki bola also. Teeehehehe...Poor him..

So which is your favorite team? =)

I'm being so random today.

okbai!

♥,

nunudz R.

perfect ten.

2010-06-20T18:25:00.003+08:00

"If you really love that special someone, an 8.5 can be a perfect 10.0"

♥,

nunudz R.

my butt is big.

2010-06-20T14:50:00.005+08:00

A Nike ad which I found ar0und 2005.

I LOVE IT!

hahaha..

♥,

nunudz R.

when two soulmates meet.

2010-06-12T09:21:00.006+08:00

...dear Shukra,

now that you're a wife to your soulmate, I wish all the happiness in the world. Be a good wife, always love and care for each other for as long as the both of you shall live and may Allah bless you with many beautiful children. Ameen...

the nervous groom

the beautiful bride. only God knows how she felt that time.

moment of tears. Acara penyerahan tanggungjawab.
I didn't know such event where the father of the bride will pass on his responsibilities to the new husband and mother of the bride will give her final last words to the bride before 'setting her free' to her husband.

alhamdulillah...selamat sudah...
cheers to the newlyweds - Syafiq & Shukra!

orang2 kuat SMK Hillcrest. hahaha...jk!
Weyda and Neyla =)

the apples of Weyda's eyes.

gorgeous Dina and cheeky Luthfi.

the 'official' photographers for that day! =)

...and last but not least, Puan Shukra and me!!!

"And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts); verily in that are Signs for those who reflect."

ok!!! who's next...??!!

♥,

nunudz R.

stupid.

2010-06-08T23:18:00.003+08:00

just because you're my friend, do i have to keep up with your insensitive remarks??

urghh!!

CRAZY!!

♥,

nunudz R.